It's not even about me, it's about him...
As I talked to Prince tonight, he asked how I was feeling now since I'd left ATL a little down and I told him I'd be fine with a little time. I also told him I was confused about what it is that he wants from me. So he redirected the question toward me and asked what it was that I wanted. So I told him consistency and that I want to be working towards a relationship. Well, he made it clear that he does not want a long-distance relationship bc he's been in 3 and none of them have worked out either because he cheated (one relationship) or she cheated while he talked to another girl (the other 2 relationships). Obviously, he has a problem with fidelity which u know sent up red flags. He then went on to say that it would be ridiculous to live in atlanta or dc--meccas for single educated black ppl--and claim that we had a bf/gf in another state. He's obviously not that into me, and he doesn't know me well enough to assume that bc guys approach me in clubs that I'd cheat on him with one of them. I am not a cheater nor a liar, and I wish he could see that and believe it. But maybe I'm the one being spared. maybe he knows that there is a HIGH chance that he'd cheat on me, so he's staying away from committing to me.I don't know, but one thing I do know is that I'm beginning to see his true colors, and I think our combo clashes horribly :-(
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