time is passing...

it's been a looooong while since i last typed anything on this blog, but i was in the mood to type, and with it being almost 1 am on a Monday night with nothing to do, i figured i might as well get some thoughts down. other than the addition of new friends, my life is pretty much the exact same as when i last posted. that makes me smile and makes me sad at the same time because while i'm grateful to GOD that i am still blessed to have a job, a car, a wonderful apartment to myself, and the ability to pay all of my financial debt (which isnt much thanks to the advisement of my fantastic parents) i am still alone. i have to remind myself that the man who "finds" me and is destined to make me his, will be one eternally blessed man because i know that i am a great woman. i have so much inside that i want to share with someone special, but i havent been given the opportunity yet. about seven years ago i met a certain person, and i thought my life would have been so different now. but it's the way it is for a reason, and i've finally decided to completely move on. he's proven himself time and time again to be inconsistent, and such a grave disappointment. he's not who i thought he was, nor do i want to even think about how my life would be if he were mine. ah well, his loss, not mine. on to the next one...and i so mean it this time. nitey nite0:-)