I should've been an architecture major bc I'm building sooo many bridges lately. Last week I was over Prince and now he's back. Today its Dimples because now he's back, and for no apparent reason. I've just decided he must not be worth the headache. He randomly hit me up on fb a couple weeks ago and we've been back talking ever since. He calls me almost everyday to talk for about 30 minutes and last night was no different. He wasn't very talkative and I was struggling to keep the convo going bc I like talking to him (most of the time). So he sends me a text today apologizing bc he was frustrated last night and 'it isn't fair to me that he is talking to me when he likes someone else' so I just replied ok enjoy ur day...building bridges...

I should've been an architecture major bc I'm building sooo many bridges lately. Last week I was over Prince and now he's back. Today its Dimples because now he's back, and for no apparent reason. I've just decided he must not be worth the headache. He randomly hit me up on fb a couple weeks ago and we've been back talking ever since. He calls me almost everyday to talk for about 30 minutes and last night was no different. He wasn't very talkative and I was struggling to keep the convo going bc I like talking to him (most of the time). So he sends me a text today apologizing bc he was frustrated last night and 'it isn't fair to me that he is talking to me when he likes someone else' so I just replied ok enjoy ur day...building bridges...

i've built a bridge

...And I am sooo over Prince. It hit me today that I'm in an okay mood when I don't hear from him, and when I do finally hear from him, a bad mood immediately follows. He doesn't make me smile. I don't think he can anymore, like he's just not capable of bringing a smile to my face. I'm over it...I'm just tired of each relationship I think I've found ending up like this. More sighs and alone time...

more life lessons

i haven't talked to prince in 2 days. our last convo wasn't too great and honestly i feel like its probably just over. after reading my last 4 or 5 posts, i'm now just sitting here completely confused bc all of the signals that prince was giving me weren't leading to where we are right now. i have so many questions like why did you give me your number in the first place if you knew i lived in DC and you lived in Atlanta and that would pose a problem? and if you didn't think we would last as long as we have then all you really wanted to do was sleep with me huh? and what was the purpose of suggesting a weekend get-away, just the two of us? why did it matter to you how upset i got about us not spending much time together, or getting to talk to each other? i'm confused because you worked for days to finish as much work as you possibly could so that you could spend time with me uninterrupted, but you tell me that you don't want a relationship. if a relationship is not on your mind, then all you must have wanted was sex. once again i've gotten got...when will i learn??