I'm cleaning up my life, and it feels wonderful. I went to visit my kappa prince all the way in delaware and despite my early opposition, I'm glad I went. I was pissed at how long it took me, I was tired from setting up my classroom and sitting in meetings all day, but I had fun for the few hours we spent together. It was worth it. But now...I'm sitting here, haven't talked to him in days, aside from the few and far between bbm's that have been in response to my own first. Sigh...is a good relationship too hard to come by?
So it's saturday and I'm cleaning. Getting rid of trash and clutter so that I can begin my new life as an adult, on my own, without any baggage. My apartment is coming together, actually I'm in love with it! I just don't want to be the only one to enjoy it. I want to have people over and enjoy themselves...but something is holding me back from inviting people...I'll figure out what it is at some point in my quest for self-discovery.
I'm rambling lol, back to my cleaning...ciao
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