the best i ever had...

i just had the best weekend i've had in a long time but i'm trying not to get too excited about it. i'll explain...so my girl J.G. called me and asked if i wanted to go out with her to this club on NY Ave bc the Kappa Konklave was going on this weekend and she wanted to meet some kappas lol. so i was like cool, let's go. we met up there and had a great time, and as usual while dancing we were getting hot or bored with the music so we left one level and went to the next. two dudes i was dancing with told me to find them before i left the club and i think i gave one of them my number--not sure because i was a little buzzed lol. so around 2am J.G. and i were ready to go so we were headed out and this dude stops us and convinces us to come back upstairs to stay a little while longer. apparently, he was one of the guys i was dancing with earlier who told me to find him before i was ready to leave...honestly i didn't remember him.

anyway, we exchanged numbers and i see that he's actually very attractive and tall and smart. so he in a way dares me to call him the next day, and after texting each other later that same night, i do call him and we meet up on saturday. it was the best saturday of any weekend that i have had in a very long time--aside from traveling with my girls to the Chi or having them come to DC--i didn't want the day to end. we went to the white house first because he wanted to do touristy things, and while i'm ashamed to admit it, this was my first visit to the white house too. so i was extra excited, although i didnt show it, then we just started walking and we found an art museum that he wanted to go see. so we walked around, looked at art, and got to know each other. i think it was the most relaxing and enjoyable thing i've done in a loooong time. we laughed, we talked, it was light and easy for once. i know i wasn't bored, and he later told me that he wasn't either.

so we kept walking and he took pictures of different statues and buildings outside and we went to my favorite memorial--i still don't know the name of it though lol. but i wish i hadn't agreed to go to a concert with another friend because it really cut our time short. but we got together later that night at busboys and poets and later jin on 14th street. it was another great night, and now that he's gone, i really miss him. now i don't really know him that well because we only spent 2 days together, but i'm excited because even if it doesn't work out my faith that there is somebody out there who can keep my attention, make me excited to see them and excited to be with them is renewed.

he really was a breath of fresh air. i felt beautiful, i felt attractive, i felt sexy. all of the attributes that i knew were a part of me, but i just couldn't pull them out. i finally went out and didnt feel awkward in the club for being the tallest or the thinnest woman in the room. it was great and he kept telling me how good i looked and how glad he was that he had met me. so now, that's why i can't get too excited because i don't know him that well yet. so far, so good for now, we'll see what happens...yikes!